July 22, 2006

  • It’s been awhile since I updated. got back home not that long ago. My lack of update is
    from the the fact that it’s hard to come up with deep thoughts that I could put on xanga every
    time. Anyways what is this world coming to. People are fighting with each other again in a few
    places in this world. Why is it always me verus you, us against them? Everybody loses in warfare,
    hopefully I won’t catch much flame for this post but I truly wish that everyone can take a deep
    breath and chill out for just a moment. There are other issues that also greatly affects us. Deforestation
    (if I spelled it right), global warming, even Tsunami warning system for all coastal areas in this world.
    Maybe it would be nice for humanity if some hostile alien life form shows up on earth, then all of
    humanity might actually band together against a common “foreign” cause. Or…. humanity can learn
    to coexist in peace. (which ever comes first)

    Life is really like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’re gonna get, unless you have esp….
    but that’s a topic for another day. Life makes so many people suffer, I feel the pains of those around
    me also…. as if I don’t have enough pain of my own. I wish I can use a “chi bay” heart to heal everything.
    for everyone around, but I guess I don’t have what it takes yet.

    Hanging out with my friend back at purdue was really nice, a change of settings, to see things that I saw
    years ago, to feel things that I felt from years ago was important and refreshing to me. As much as things
    might seems to change, it still carries the same feeling. Knowing my bro having my back when I need it
    did wonders for me too. Even tho we spend the hours “blowing water” about random things, It seems
    just like back in the day. I do miss a lot of people, but now they are all over the globe. I guess I should be
    greatful that in this day and age communicating with others aren’t a differcult task anymore. It may sound
    cheesy but I miss almost everyone I have ever met. Keyword of course is “almost”…. I guess my “chi bay”
    heart isnt’ as merciful as I think it is lol, some people still rub me the wrong way. However I do wish everyone
    peace in this world even those who rubbed me the wrong way in the past. All of a sudden, eason’s song
    “Shall We Talk” is bouncing around in my head. Maybe I’m in emo mode or something ><

    You know what… I think I already have the subject of my next post lol. The continuation of my thoughts
    on human learning and experience.

Comments (3)

  • people are selfish… hard to think about other things other than themselves, harder to think about others, gets harder to go any further than that.  that’s what i think at least… great post!

  • hey, i don’t know u but nice site. oh and great post. Well gotta b outty!!!!

    P.S. keep it real homie

    ~Peace~

  • I read the autobiography of Kurt Vonnegut at a used bookstore this weekend (I didn’t buy it b/c I’m cheap). Anyway, he expressed some similar sentiments about the senselessness of the destruction we are reeking upon eachother and on the planet. In it he tells a story about evil aliens who take over they earth. Ironically, everyone likes the aliens because they poop coal and pee fossil fuels. He also makes mention that the people who run the government tend to be PPs or Psychopathic Personalities–smart, personable people who have Harvard degrees and no conscience. How else can we explain why Condeleeza Rice rejected a moratorium for immediate ceasefire (stop shooting immediately) between Israel and Lebanon in favor of a request for a sustainable ceasefire (stop shooting when you run out of ammo). I bet the Bush administration is happy about the  recent turn of events because it draws attention away from the mess in Iraq.

Post a Comment

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *