Two in a row
Gonna start rambling here, don’t mind anything from here on

Anyways been looking at my random quotes (not that i think anyone ever notice it)
One particular quote is “Needing someone is like needing a parachute. If he/she isn’t
there the first time you need him/her, chances are you won’t be needing that person
again” I’ve always had mixed feeling about this quote, from my personal experience I
understand it. However does that also mean that life is without a second chance? I
guess a world without second chances would be a dark one. But if it really is like a
parachute then a second chance would come too late as we are all at the mercy of time.
I saw some oldies tv stuff from Hong Kong recently, one had a story of how a crack
addict got clean and honestly tried to live a life of hard work. At every turn however,
no one ever gave him a chance, society, work, even his own family. Ultimately it forced
him to live his life as a drug dealer in-order to survive. Can we truly place the blame on
him? or do we place it on society as a scape goat even tho each and everyone of us
are a part of this unfair society? Anyways I think I’ve said enough of this, just something
to think about.

Happy Father’s Day this weekend to all the fathers of the world

More ranting…
Humans have a memory that fades in time so that we can live easier forgetting all our
mistake of the past. For me there are still mistake that i have been unable to forget or at lease
unconsciously don’t want to forget. I have tried to use it as motivation, or as a learning
experience but no matter how I disguise it, basically it’s still there in my mind staring back
at me. Forgetting it seems to belittle the magnitude of the mistake. Maybe one day I can
make up for it…

Small update today: Like my One Piece wanted profile?

I can use the newer xanga editor again all I had to do was turn off privacy settings in
zonealarm  they should just make an option where you can pick which site not to block
http_referrer because turning privacy option off shouldn’t be the solution.

You know I turned off my rss feed option in xanga. Yet people still tries to access it.
People also tries to go to my guestbook but i turn that off long ago.

BBall
Since playing more ball recently, i’ve been able to start getting back into shape. About
a inch from the rim now when i jump. Also because I am jumping higher, the stress on my
elbow is less and my elbow injury doesn’t hurt much anymore. So I gotta keep up

Pets
A couple days ago I saw 2 guppy frys which i removed from the main tank to a container.
Today another of my guppies had frys, six of them but…. As I move the frys to their own
container, one got lost somewhere so my frys container only has seven in it.

I had place ramshorn snails into the small turtle tank in hopes they clean it before the turtle
get to them, then the next day they are all gone. Today I put two more snails into that tank,
five minutes later i hear “crack” and I looked over the turtle had got to one of the two. I guess
snails will never get the chance to clean the tank before they get eaten.

The basking platform for the big turtles needs fixing >.< gotta come up with a better design.
I think I need a dremel, it would make my fixing a bit easier. But I finally found my Creme Brulee
Torch  now i have a mini blowtorch to play around with. The thing has been missing for like 3-4
years? Can’t remember.

Rant
Yes i am gonna rant again. You know i remember reading a quote from someone that human’s
logical evolution has far out evolve our social evolution. Which I feel really do describe our current
state of humanity. Something to think about. I might go into this some other time as the rant could
become super long.