People learn from experience but sometime things just don’t stick inside
your head. You are then left to repeat the same mistake without knowing,
until it’s too late again. The cycle continues without stop with all these matter.
There are so many things that human can learn, much more than a lifetime’s
worth. I am personally tired of the cycle. I am starting to see human life is
such a funny joke. In doing so I think I have broaden my horizon just a little
more. I hope that this is positive growth for me. I guess only time will tell me
whether I was right or not…. That’s all for this post.

The last post I had (the buzzed one) was actually edited twice lol. Before
I hit submit I read it again and the last 2 sentence either made no sense or
had so many misspellings that I just deleted them. Then next morning I edit it
again for content but really only had to shorten 1 sentence.

Pain
OK yesterday has made it into my top 3 most physically painful day in my life.
Beaten out only by my near death food poisoning, and cracked open my molar.
I sprained my ankle yesterday playing basketball, which happens with sports.
Here’s the pain part, instead of icing it down and taking it easy, I had to work
at the restaurant for like 10 hours. Walking, standing and continued to put
pressure onto the injury that I couldn’t treat. I was in constant pain for all 10
hours…. At the busy time I seriously was about to pass out from the pain.
By the end I was gonna go nuts from it. I barely could handle the first few
hours, I don’t really know how I did it at the end. I didn’t even eat much either
as the pain just drowned out anything else. By the time I got home and look at
my ankle, it was swollen to the size of my fist with bruising all over….
This morning there’s no pain if I don’t put any pressure on it, but I couldn’t even
put pressure on it, so I can’t stand right now. Until it heals a bit, I have become
a one-legged Chinese Vampire.

man I don’t think I have been this buzz in my life. Drank more alcohol this weekend then
i have in past years. But I am still conscious and aware of what I am doing, anyways on
with my buzzed update.(at lease i’ll sleep well tonight I hope) no more insomia.

Happy birthday to a certain someone , wish you the best.

Life is full of contradictory…. you think one thing but end up doing another.

anyways I don’t think I can make a compelte entry about this still very buzzed so before I
 typed some non sense I am logging off and going to sleep

I can’t believe I’m up already… My lack of sleep seems to be
getting worst. I didn’t even go to bed that many hours ago, been
tossing and turning all over ther place.

Just a short little entry… the buzz hasn’t completely worn off yet.

Rant
Sometimes I feel knowledge poison the mind… There really are times
when I wish I could be oblivious to everything around me. To be able to
think and live a carefree life. Of course reality isn’t so nice to me, but I
guess there isn’t much I can do about it. Sometimes I also feel that I was
born into the wrong time period lol but that’s a story for another day.

Random stuff
I came across this today, the whole series seems funny, here’s
one of the episode


(Taken from http://illwillpress.com)

Well I didn’t make 7 in a row I guess but anyways 7 update in 8 days is
probably a record.

First off, the day just passed but Happy B-day to Kevin.


No video this time on this update. so I guess this will be more of a ranting.
People who don’t like my rants should probably skip this one as this one is
gonna be longer than my usual rant.

Rant
Alright feel like ranting. Lately I have come the the conclusion that humanity
has failed. We have evolved into a society that where we live in constant illusion.
For example, everyone who have had some social studies in U.S. have probably
heard of Adam Smith and his freedom of choice in the market. We might all think
that we live in such a society right now. Freedom is something that everyone throws
around without thought of what it actually means. Milton Friedman, the Nobel
Prize winning economist had a book named Free to Choose which I have read way
back in the day. At very beginning he raised the question of whether we really lived
in a free society or under the false sense of one. It’s kinda of like going into a restaurant
and you are free to order anything on the menu however you are still bound by the
limitation of the menu. We live our lives basking in our freedom when in actuallity
society have placed numerous limitation upon us. How many of us have really wondered
how much society have shaped our decision and whether society is actually right?
I know I know…… I ideal of right in society is even more of an illusion, anyways
that’s a rant for another day. I see that humanity has set itself up to fail and yet
the major is oblivious to this, while those that sees this is content with our current
course. People might have no idea what I am saying and maybe I don’t make any real
sense but I hope people will give it some thought. Anyways I think I might have gotten
off track… Human grows up and changes, it would be ideal if everyone changes for the
better but that’s not reality. We change for our own survival rather than for the benefit
of humanity. Maybe I’ll catch a lot of flame for this but we gave names to a lot of
basic instinct and use it as an excuse for our actions. In the end have we actually make
any advances from our ancestors?(And I’m not talking about technical advances)

More ranting…….
Heros are everywhere, look back in history and we can call many figures heros. In
movies, we see heros all the time. I would rather live in a world without heros. I really
don’t want to take anything away from heroic figures of the past so don’t get me wrong.
However whenever there’s a hero, that also means that there exist some wrong doings,
some sort of tragedy that needed someone to step up and assume that role. It’s kinda
like the saying “no news is good news”. That’s enough ranting for now

6 in a row but it’s getting harder… just look at the time stamp

Anyways I should start practicing piano again, not that I know how to play
but it’s nice to fool around with it.

So tired… haven’t been sleeping well again for some reason.

Nintendo DS lite looks so nice, but will I really play it enough to get one?
tough call.

Japanese first generation of transformers

5 in a row… this could be a record, I’ll have to look back and see

I found out the clip from last entry is from a show in Japan called
Downtown no Gaki no Tsukai ya Arahende (ƒ_ƒEƒ“ƒ^ƒEƒ“‚̃KƒL‚ÌŽg‚¢‚â‚ ‚ç‚Ö‚ñ‚Å)
I have heard of the show but have never seen it. The show is a model example of 
comedy at the expense of another, in this case at the expense of the hosts.

First one has Ernesto Hoost in it (the black dude), people who knows K1
would know about him

This one they show them going into Shinjuku’s libary but I don’t really know
if it’s really a set or at a real libary since I don’t know what Japanese Libary looks
like.

Random Things
Lucky I am using my gmail on those email tags… 89 replies in 1 day on 2 email threads….
if it was my hotmail, I think my inbox would have a fit  
One thing I noticed… people’s respond to the email tag is so much faster
during the afternoon than say after 5pm what exactly is everyone doing at work?

4 in a row

something lighter today, no ranting… I promise

Really funny video.. but don’t laugh or else

For those that noticed “Downtown” hosts of Heyx3 Music champs are in it
I found this somewhere else but later found it on youtube so I can show you guys

That’s all for today maybe a bigger post later. Enjoy the video

Three in a row just like last night, i’m pretty tired when I am writing this.

Random Things
Watched Nacho Libre earlier in the afternoon. It was ok, no real point to the story.
Finished watching Densha Otoko the TV series recently. Not a bad series.

Was gonna rant some more (been in a ranting mood lately) but……
decided to save it for a later day even tho I started this post to rant ( -.-)